I want to apologize for my behavior the other night. I let my insecurities and alcohol cloud my judgment, causing me to say hurtful things. I deeply regret using those drunken slurs to defend my masculinity – it was utterly wrong and disrespectful. I am truly sorry for any pain I caused you. I understand if you don't wish to pursue a date after what happened. Regardless, I will work on becoming a better person and handling my emotions more responsibly.